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Saturday, June 24, 2006

It all started here...

(This is the version where my essay for the 100 Essays was inspired)

We're back in the Philippines and what I left behind in China are my new found friends - the Chinese students who have been so warm and accommodating.

I never expected that I would be emotionally-attached to them, it's truly unexpected. I found it hard to say my final words to each one of them, and there were no goodbyes to be said, only see you soon - with high hopes that I would be back, I would.

They made my stay in China memorable and really worth-reminiscing. Thanks to technology and we can still communicate with one another. Up to now, I still feel sad whenever thoughts of them come in to my mind, truly, it's Yesterday Once More...

We know in our hearts that Friendship - has no national boundaries...

The Jedi Force


18 days of stay in China made 16 people stick to each other so tight. So tight that we often seek for each other's company. There were good and bad times, there were ups and downs, there were obstacles along the way, differences unsettled but we still "clicked" together.

China group, as we were, lived up to the expectations of the FEU community. There were those who raised their eyebrows with questions like "Who are they?" and "Are they qualified?". We just can't please everybody, but we did a good job (sounds self-righteous, huh!)

We dared not to entertain negative forces from the outside, what for? They can't help us in anyways, then and now.

Across the Barriers

I posted this in the FEU Community Blog...

Day 2: May 16, 2006 (Tuesday)

Wow, the sun shines here in China at 5:30 a.m. The water was so cold when I took my bath, but I enjoyed it. Altogether, we went to the cafeteria to have our breakfast and the foods served were siomai, mantau, two 'unknown' dishes, HOT ORANGE JUICE and cold water (they served cold water just for us!). I love the tasty soup that was served.

After that, we went to our classroom for Chinese Language class. We met the President of Zhejiang Gongshang University and he personally welcomed us. There are 21 initials in Chinese language and though they claim that 12 of these have the same pronunciation as that of in English, we still found it hard to pronounce. We learned the basics in their language, like greeting others and introducing oneself. Miss Wang Fang (our instructor) gave us our Chinese names. Learning their language was indeed fun and challenging. We had an activity wherein we practiced it among ourselves. then, Miss Angela came in and told us that we can now make use of the computers in the computer rooms and then we went there and accessed our friendsters and yahoo! mails with much excitement. Then we realized that it was already 12:40pm and we should take our lunch, so, we hurried our way to the cafeteria (foods served were coated shrimp, veggies and still, there were unknown dishes). Then, after the lunch, I, Jellyn, Eula and Gino walked along the markets to buy some needed stuff.

Time: 2:30pm

The English professor assigned to me, Mr. Wang Zhen, met me at our hotel's lobby, and entrusted to me his students. They were Wanna, Cathy, civil, and Zoe. We went to their room so we can have our English conversations. They accepted me warmly. I was delighter with the decors in their room. I asked them to tell something about themselves and with speeches, they never failed to include information about their families such as how many they are, the occfupation of their parents and how proud they are with their hometowns. By the way, all my students today were all Electronic Engineering freshmen. Hmm, they gave me a bottle of mineral water. :-) We talked about the China and Philippines. We had a dynamic discussion since everybody participated. They are good English speakers but since they have this British accent, I somehow found it hard to understand the words they uttered. They showed me a magazine of Chinese superstars and I really don't know who they are. Haha! They told me that June 1 in China is Children's Day wherein parents buy new clothes for their children and bring them to amusement parks and restaurants.

Time: 3:40pm

I transferred to the next room and I met four new girls. They were Cherry, Catherine, Wnedy, and Jenny. Jenny was late because she attended an organization's meeting. Since this was our first meeting, I let them introduced themselves. They gave information about their families, why they chose Electonic Engineering as their course and the beauty of their hometowns. I asked them questions about China so that they can express themselves in English and at the same time, I gain info about their country. In return, I told them facts about our country and they were really amazed. By the way, they gave me a Chinese tea. It didn't smell good but the taste was tolerable and it refreshed my system. This group was a little shy and they avoid the limelight. i told them that the best way to speak good English is through practice.

---Around 5pm, we took our dinner but the food was served at around 5:30 pm and I have a class at 6pm so I rushed in finishing my food. There was a slimey veggie and fish.

Time: 6pm

I went to the dorm of my students. Building #24 (male dorm). When I entered the room, there were 12 people inside instead of only 4. They were all nice. There I met Joe, Weida, Kevin, Devin, Sky, Rain, Gilbert, Sheidan, Hamilton, Leon and others. Same routine, I asked them to say aomething about themselves. Chinese guys love to play basketball, football, and computer games. I couldn't believe I was able to laugh at their jokes. This group had an overflowing energy that I was able to absorb. One factor that made us jive is our age (we are all 20 years old!).

Time: 7:10 pm

I transferred to the next room, there were 7 peeps inside instead of only 4. This was the best group for the day since I learned a lot from them. I came to know Napoleon, Ace, Grubby, and Sky and others. What were the things I learned from them? First, A chinese couple is only allowed to have one child becuase of the One-child policy existing here and second, they were already one year old when they were born (it depends from what part of China they came from). They told me that they are willing to tour me in the beautiful places of Hangzhou if time would permit.

The discussions I had with my Chinese students made me realize that barriers are not really barriers, since we could conquer it. Barriers between these two races like language was overpowered by our desire to merge as 'friends' and of course, through the power of English Language!

From Philippines to China; FEU to ZJGSU

I posted this in the FEU Community Blog...

Day 1: May 15, 2006.

We were at the airport as early as 7am. We checked in at around 9:30 a.m. and boarded at 10:45. Before, 11:30, our craft took off. Everybody was excited. "THIS IS IT" as many of us have said. It was my first time to ride an airplane and to leave our country as well.
Viewing some part of the Philippines from the top wasn't really pleasant to the eyes (just my personal comment and Tanya's as well).

Inside, I observed eagerly, how the plane moved, the other passengers and the crews as well. I was lucky since my seat was assigned right next to the window. I could not forget the view where all i could see was a sea of clouds. 12:30pm, they served the lunch. "Fish or pork?", the steward asked, I chose fish. Haha! It's almost tasteless but the side dishes tasted good especially the mocha cake. By the way, thank God because Typhoon Caloy never hampered our trip, but according to the news, the typhoon's next destination is at China (and Hangzhou is included). Oh my!

Around 2:30 pm, we were at the Pudong Shanghai International Airport, as we approached the land, viewing China from the top was a great sight since it looks like a big "game board". The airport was really fascinating (big, clean, and deadly cold). We lined up at the immigration, foreigner's counter (haha! we're foreigners at last!) to have our passports stamped. But the counter where Jellyn, Gino, and I lined up at moved so slow and it took us approximately 30 minutes just to have our passports stamped. The three of us felt lost and helpless, most of the people don't speak English and when we heard a German spoke in English, we felt a sense of relief and let out a big sigh. JOE from Zhejiang Gongshang University met us at the airport and he was able to identify us easily since we are wearing the FEU jacket. We rode the University's bus and we travelled for 3 hours all the way to Hangzhou from Shanghai (guess what! no traffic jam!). The sight going there was also beautiful, from the buildings to the trees! hehe.

After the energy-draining travel, we finally reached ZJGSU. The place is so big, with 107 hectares! Wow, isn't it? I dream of seeing a heavenly place like this but not so soon! The weather is chilling... I was assigned to Room 217 (of Building #21, the Guest House) with Bam, the magna cum laude from FEU-IE. The room is clean and spaceous with 2 single beds and a rest room. It's like a studio-type condo unit with a terrace adjacent to the University road. After 30 minutes of rest, we went to the cafeteria for our dinner. Foods served were pork (i think it's their version of ADOBO), steamed bean sprouts, sauted eggs with tomatoes and a chinese soup with extracted dried veggies. It all tasted good. We asked for cold water but we found out that they don't serve cold water due their chilling weather, so, we had hot water instead. Shwei is water in chinese and Ping shwei is water with ice. Haha! We learned about this from Miss Angela, the coordinator. By the way, Giesa and I set a goal for ourselves, we have to learn to use chopsticks effortlessly before the term ends! Haha!

After the dinner, we met the Chinese students who live in the so-called English Dormitory of ZJGSU, these students can speak good English and they are going to guide us in our stay here. I met Rock, Rambo, and Cristina, etc. (these are their English names). They toured us in some portion of their university while chatting about China stuff. They are really accommodating and nice.

Around 10pm, am back in my room. I stayed at the terrace for some time, just looking around, I couldn't still believe that I'm finally in China. but since it's cold outside, it made me believe that i really am in China already (haha!), after the long preparation before going here (from our NBI clearances to our Visas).

After some minutes of chat with my roommate, about our insights toward China and overwhelming encounter with Chinese youngsters (like us), I signed off and took a well-deserved rest. Though it's cold in here, we still turned on the aircon. Haha!

This was my first night in China!

Thanks for reading. Knowing that you have read this would really make me smile!

Take part in our journey in the Socialist country, China, through this FEU Community Blog! Thanks again!

Friendship has no National Boundaries

I submitted this to Dean An Lim for the 100 Essays...


“No goodbyes to be said, only see you again”. These were my exact words to my new found Chinese friends on the day before we left Hangzhou. I don’t exactly know what my words meant by then, whether it was just uttered to compose my overflowing melancholy of leaving behind the place I considered my home or just to pacify my downhearted feeling of not seeing again the people who treated me so nice and accepted me despite the racial differences. No. I would definitely be back to Hangzhou – heaven on earth- by all means.

I said to myself that I would keep my relationship to the Chinese students on professional level, since I was their Foreign Teacher Assistant. No emotional attachments if possible, but I failed. I failed to keep it that way since I was totally swept off by their warm and incomparable appreciation of who I am. Okay. I have emotional attachments with them. Then, I told myself that I would limit that affecting connection in such a way I would not be longing to see them after we left, again, I failed. Tears ran down my cheeks when we traversed our way to the Shanghai Pudong airport from their university. My tears were sign of my deep affection for them and my positive reception of who they are.

I don’t know how to capture all the memories we all made together. There were times when I found myself in stillness and reminiscing the moments I was with them. The laughter we had that echoed in their dormitories, the almost endless chats about my and their culture, the never-ending question and answer portion, and the long walks in their campus. All these and more were my blissful experiences with them. All I could do is to look back to these memoirs and look forward to the chance of going back to their place again.

While still there, I thought fearfully of how I am going to maintain the connection that we have. I was dead-scared of losing that connection, actually, of losing them. I did what was proper, which was to list down their e-mail addresses and mobile numbers. I am indebted so much to technology since I won’t lose touch with my friends in Hangzhou. I gave them my word that I would be sending them messages as often as possible. Wide smiles flashed on their faces when they heard that, my heart then was overwhelmed.

When I arrived home on the same day we left China, I immediately checked my e-mail and I would like to share the original messages they sent me (never mind their lapses in grammar): These were just some of the email messages that I received from my friends who study at Zhejiang Gongshang University, in the City of Hangzhou, Province of Zhejiang, in the People’s Republic of China.

Dear Marc!
Hello, I'm James. Have you got home? Are you tired during the travel.Maybe you are sleeping now.
I'm happy with you during these days. I think that you're a energic boy. Sometimes I'm incommunicative because because I don't kowe you well.Infact,I'm very voluble when I talk with my friends.I hope you will be my friend.
On the night of tuesday,we played games ,sang and danced together.I'm very happy that night and I will put these memorize in my heart.
Wish you and your parents healthy !
Best wishes!
Yours James
"Æ¥ÀÇ Æß" ilovecaiye@yahoo.com.cn

Dear Marcky
I hope you are well. Fist, I should say sorry to you. I didn`t take part in the next two conversation with you and my classmates. I even didn`t attend the party you and your friends` farewells. I`m really very sorry.Please forgive me.
Could you listen to my explanation ? Those days my good friend come to see me. He study in a very good university in shanghai .We haven`t seen each other for almost one year since we gratituded from High school. I missed him very much. I must see him .
Now, I want to thank you .The days we spent together were one of the happist time of my life .My classsmates and I are all miss you so much.
Personally speaking, I don`t want our relatonship to be teacher and student. I want to make friends with you .You are not the only foreigner who I see. But in my eyes, you are a very lovely boy. You have bright smile and hurmous action . You are the same age as I. Perhaps you can be my elder brother if you want.
I `m soryy to say that I must stop. The class will begain. I must go. Could you tell me your QQ number ? Mine is 125825998.
Waiting for your letter .May you everything goes well.
Best wishes to you .

Yours Celia ÇÚ ½ª"

Dear Marc
I am sorry.The first day when you leaved,I sent an E-mail to to you but not succeed,because of wrong E-mail address.
During these days ,we fell very happy with you .The first time we meet you ,we know you are very friendly and humorus. I regard you as my elder brother and I will put these memories into my heart.this time I sent some photoes of scenery that in CHINA to you .
I hope we could meet again.May be there are some grammar mistakes in this E-mail,I beg your pardon.
Best Wishes for you and your family!
Yours Bruce hongze1986@163.com

Dear marc:
How are you? The final examination is coming, so all of us are busy preparing for it.
I miss you very much. I miss your charming eyes, your voice, you smile, your tears. I am very sorry I didn’t see you off on the day you left. I just hate the feeling of parting, I don’t want to cry or see your tear again. I will remember your big smile that night. That night is the most unforgettable time that we spent. Those interesting small games we played that night are games that we played in our childhood. That night I felt I had fount my lost innocence. You made me felt like to be a child again. We sang and danced. I really want to say: thank you, Marc!
It’s a pity that the time we stay together was so short. The first time we saw you, we felt nervous and we felt the way we treat you wasn’t good enough. Our English teacher said you were a sunny boy. In addition, I think you are a very lovely big boy. Do you know the last time I saw you appeared at the gate of our classroom, how sad and happy I was! Because that meant you would left soon. My eyes also were full of tears. I knew I cried, for you, for a foreign friend’s left. Maybe we will never see each other again. But I will remember and believe your words that we will see each other soon.
I am waiting for you to come to China again. What’s more, I haven’t got your phone number, could you tell me? I’m waiting for your response eagerly.
Wish you all the best!
Yours Daisy

I had an indescribable feeling when I read their messages; it was truly a mixture of emotions. The bond that connects us is beyond explanation. At first, I thought I would have difficulties dealing with them because of the many barriers, especially in the language. But now, I know that barriers are not really barriers, since we emerged as friends and overpowered the differences that we embrace.

Though it would only take two hours and a half going to Shanghai from Manila by airplane, then three hours of bus ride from Shanghai to Hangzhou. Comparing it here, it’s just like going to Baguio City. But it is still far. It is still another land. We may be separated geographically and we may just reach one another through technology, but I could sense genuine friendships that make my heart celebrate.

I am a Filipino. They are Chinese. We are Friends. Friendship knows no national boundaries.